The Only Way Is Essex's Lauren Goodger has told how she "loathes" her body, and fears she'll never be able to shed the wait she continues to pile on.
In a tell-all interview with heat magazine, the reality telly star reveals how she's stuck in a circle of depression and binge eating, admitting: "I have a problem."
The TOWIE cast member explains: "I feel so fat. I don't know what to do – I want to lose weight but I can't.
"I've tried boot camp, had a personal trainer and a nutritionist.
"But I just start eating again. I have a problem."
The 25-year-old put some of the blame on ex-boyfriend Mark Wright, with the telly presenter telling her last year that they'd be more successful if she lost weight.
Lauren said the comments have left her lacking confidence and feeling under pressure, adding::"Mark's comments about how we would be more successful if I was thinner did put pressure on me."
She went on: "I'm single now and I should be thinner, so I can wear a nice little dress when I go out and have a flirt – but at the minute I can't.
"All I can think about at the moment is what I can wear to cover myself up."
The full interview appears in heat magazine, out now.