The Bachelor star Carianne Barrow has apparently told pals she wishes she never took part in the show, after being dumped by Gavin Henson last month.
Carianne won the first ever UK series of the hit American show, which aired on Channel 5 last year, hooking up with Welsh rugby ace Gavin.
But just months after filming their relationship fell apart, and he split up with the blonde beauty on Valentine's day!
"Things hadn't been great between Gav and Carianne, but she was really excited when he said he was driving from Cardiff to London to take her out for a Valentine's Day dinner," a source tells Closer magazine this week. "She was hopeful they could work things out.
"But instead of it being a romantic meal, he told her it was over."
A pal told the magazine: "Carianne wishes she had never got involved in the show and says she never wants to see Gavin again.
"She feels as if he never had any real feelings for her and she believes he could have been using the show just to fill the time because he wasn't playing rugby back then."
But things look on the up for Carianne, with recent tabloid reports linking her to the new series of Celebrity Big Brother 2012 on Channel 5 later this year.
And knowing 5, we're sure there will be plenty of male eye candy for her to get over Gavin!