Sarah Harding opens up about her 'toxic relationship' on Celebrity Big Brother 2017 tonight.
The formerly engaged Girls Aloud star speaks to Paul Danan and admits she finds it hard being around so many people and never knows what to say to them.
Sarah says: “I’ve been so secluded, I live in the country now, I’ve got my dogs. I moved out to the country so I’ve been talking to my dogs for the past 5 years.”
She then opens up about her past relationship and says: “A lot of my issues were down to being in a toxic relationship.
"For me it stems completely from being hurt, 6 months before I was due to get married. It all just tumbled around me and I had to front everything and he f**ked off to Ibiza and I had nothing and I felt like I had lost my family and my friends that we had all built for 5 years."
Sarah continues: "I felt like I had no-one left that I could turn to. I was very lonely, I had a few good select friends that helped save me from myself, which I am so grateful for. I’m very much a private person, so for me it’s quite overwhelming to do this.
"I just got so sick of people labelling me, still after all this time. I thought you know what? F**k it!"
Elsewhere in this evening's first episode of the new series, the boys talk about girls. Paul joins and admits he isn’t single and is with the mother of his child”.
Chad admits he finds it hard to choose someone to be his girlfriend as he gets so many DM’s from women, whilst Sam Thomson admits “probably not as many people slide into my DM’s as yours. I get dudes, I’ve had c**k shots, I get nothing else”.
Celebrity Big Brother 2017 airs tonight at 9PM on Channel 5.